i love the times in life where god just straight up convicts you. i just think there is something really beautiful about brokenness—it really hurts at the time, but it makes you feel alive. i feel numb a lot. i feel fake a lot. i like to feel broken. i like to feel so broken that all i really want is a hug. and i like being filled with the hope that jesus forgives & jesus loves & jesus hears & jesus heals. i also love the fact that jesus is constantly working & changing my heart—even when i don’t know what the heck he is doing.